Saturday, December 19, 2009
really find it no link..why is he msging me when he's emo?
why not jacelyn??
sian, today onlii serve one time medication..
cos lack of staffs, my preceptor have to go the other side..
my new SN cannot counter check for me.. hais..
anyway, i ao guo today! =)
真的没有勇气。
不够勇敢。
Thursday, December 17, 2009
哎哟。为什么我的头一直麻？today, a fucking busy day i shd say..
discharge, follow-up, doctor's round, dressing..
just got 一日游的pictures.. think got over 3oo pics..
but i onlii upload 2 at facebook..
im trying not to think too much..
there's just toooo many things.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
有种被欺骗的感觉。脑海里都是她所讲的话。
累了。可是有睡不着。
闭上眼睛，又是他！！！
so fucking fed up with emotions!!
have it mixed again!
想哭，但哭不出。
想气，也找不到理由。
想笑，也不时这时候。
这就是所谓的emo吗？
没有勇气说。也不敢告诉她。
终觉得讲了也没意义， 因为我始终不是她。
我也没资格说恋爱这两个字。
就算你给我五年，十年，我觉得这件事还是不会变。
i dunno if she notice anythg. but yes, im upset with it again.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
真的不知道为什么。满脑里都是他，而不是他。
一直告诉自己不能在想了，因为我真的怕历史从演。
到底为什么？！
对，很难受。 可是没办法，谁叫人生得要有这种经验。
hais..
Monday, December 14, 2009
enjoyed my day today..thanks for the movie treat and thanks for the time!!
enjoyed myself though kenny kip bullying me and jacelyn...
zombieland... a nice movie.. but can see someone falling asleep..
me and jacelyn were like jumping up a few times..
well, afterall, a good time for relaxing after so long..
我怕历史从年。:(
Friday, December 11, 2009
finally the case presentation finished...soooo stressed!! o.o
so many butterflies in my stomache!
omg!
NOW! TELL ME HOW I SURVIVE THRU IT! O_O
aiya.. my brain is thinking another thing.. hais..
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
the stress is back.wad can i do to de-stress?
wad can i do in order not to think so much?
wad can i do so that they can notice that im actually still there?!
should i forget it? or should i re-consider again..?
wad i been doing these 3 years in nursing?
i totally got no idea..
she doesnt even know im fucking stress with her.
they just dunno im fucking stress with them!
and fuck! im lost again!!!
is it stress that leads me to eat too much, and den vomit it out?
so what if im working pm shift tml?Tuesday, December 8, 2009
argh! seriously..just kill me.. this migraine is making me insane!
feel like i did alot of things today,
but i just cant rmb wad i do today...
hais... soon i think i'll get complain...
if he could tell me..........
Monday, December 7, 2009
seen doctor today,he encourage me to take H1N1 vaccine..
but i dun dare.. dun wan the SE, dun wan the pain.. dun wan waste money.. ==
taken arcoxia, taken cough syrup, taken fedac.. all will cause drowsiness..
but till now, i feel weak, i dun feel like sleeping..
hais.. no dinner.. o.o
i hope tml can go work!
please listen as i whisper..
it may not be important to you,
but may not have good results.
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